《英语天堂》

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英语天堂- 第82部分


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“Well;” said Miss Ophelia; “how came you to give up your plantation life?”
“Well; we jogged on together some time; till Alfred saw plainly that I was no planter。 He thought it absurd; after he had reformed; and altered; and improved everywhere; to suit my notions; that I still remained unsatisfied。 The fact was; it was; after all; the THING that I hated—the using these men and women; the perpetuation of all this ignorance; brutality and vice;—just to make money for me!
“Besides; I was always interfering in the details。 Being myself one of the laziest of mortals; I had altogether too much fellow…feeling for the lazy; and when poor; shiftless dogs put stones at the bottom of their cotton…baskets to make them weigh heavier; or filled their sacks with dirt; with cotton at the top; it seemed so exactly like what I should do if I were they; I couldn’t and wouldn’t have them flogged for it。 Well; of course; there was an end of plantation discipline; and Alf and I came to about the same point that I and my respected father did; years before。 So he told me that I was a womanish sentimentalist; and would never do for business life; and advised me to take the bank…stock and the New Orleans family mansion; and go to writing poetry; and let him manage the plantation。 So we parted; and I came here。”
“But why didn’t you free your slaves?”
“Well; I wasn’t up to that。 To hold them as tools for money…making; I could not;—have them to help spend money; you know; didn’t look quite so ugly to me。 Some of them were old house…servants; to whom I was much attached; and the younger ones were children to the old。 All were well satisfied to be as they were。” He paused; and walked reflectively up and down the room。
“There was;” said St。 Clare; “a time in my life when I had plans and hopes of doing something in this world; more than to float and drift。 I had vague; indistinct yearnings to be a sort of emancipator;—to free my native land from this spot and stain。 All young men have had such fever…fits; I suppose; some time;—but then—”
“Why didn’t you?” said Miss Ophelia;—“you ought not to put your hand to the plough; and look back。”
“O; well; things didn’t go with me as I expected; and I got the despair of living that Solomon did。 I suppose it was a necessary incident to wisdom in us both; but; some how or other; instead of being actor and regenerator in society; I became a piece of driftwood; and have been floating and eddying about; ever since。 Alfred scolds me; every time we meet; and he has the better of me; I grant;—for he really does something; his life is a logical result of his opinions and mine is a contemptible non sequitur。”
“My dear cousin; can you be satisfied with such a way of spending your probation?”
“Satisfied! Was I not just telling you I despised it? But; then; to come back to this point;—we were on this liberation business。 I don’t think my feelings about slavery are peculiar。 I find many men who; in their hearts; think of it just as I do。 The land groans under it; and; bad as it is for the slave; it is worse; if anything; for the master。 It takes no spectacles to see that a great class of vicious; improvident; degraded people; among us; are an evil to us; as well as to themselves。 The capitalist and aristocrat of England cannot feel that as we do; because they do not mingle with the class they degrade as we do。 They are in our homes; they are the associates of our children; and they form their minds faster than we can; for they are a race that children always will cling to and assimilate with。 If Eva; now; was not more angel than ordinary; she would be ruined。 We might as well allow the small…pox to run among them; and think our children would not take it; as to let them be uninstructed and vicious; and think our children will not be affected by that。 Yet our laws positively and utterly forbid any efficient general educational system; and they do it wisely; too; for; just begin and thoroughly educate one generation; and the whole thing would be blown sky high。 If we did not give them liberty; they would take it。”
“And what do you think will be the end of this?” said Miss Ophelia。
“I don’t know。 One thing is certain;—that there is a mustering among the masses; the world over; and there is a dies irae coming on; sooner or later。 The same thing is working in Europe; in England; and in this country。 My mother used to tell me of a millennium that was coming; when Christ should reign; and all men should be free and happy。 And she taught me; when I was a boy; to pray; ‘thy kingdom come。’ Sometimes I think all this sighing; and groaning; and stirring among the dry bones foretells what she used to tell me was coming。 But who may abide the day of His appearing?”
“Augustine; sometimes I think you are not far from the kingdom;” said Miss Ophelia; laying down her knitting; and looking anxiously at her cousin。
“Thank you for your good opinion; but it’s up and down with me;—up to heaven’s gate in theory; down in earth’s dust in practice。 But there’s the teabell;—do let’s go;—and don’t say; now; I haven’t had one downright serious talk; for once in my life。”
At table; Marie alluded to the incident of Prue。 “I suppose you’ll think; cousin;” she said; “that we are all barbarians。”
“I think that’s a barbarous thing;” said Miss Ophelia; “but I don’t think you are all barbarians。”
“Well; now;” said Marie; “I know it’s impossible to get along with some of these creatures。 They are so bad they ought not to live。 I don’t feel a particle of sympathy for such cases。 If they’d only behave themselves; it would not happen。”
“But; mamma;” said Eva; “the poor creature was unhappy; that’s what made her drink。”
“O; fiddlestick! as if that were any excuse! I’m unhappy; very often。 I presume;” she said; pensively; “that I’ve had greater trials than ever she had。 It’s just because they are so bad。 There’s some of them that you cannot break in by any kind of severity。 I remember father had a man that was so lazy he would run away just to get rid of work; and lie round in the swamps; stealing and doing all sorts of horrid things。 That man was caught and whipped; time and again; and it never did him any good; and the last time he crawled off; though he couldn’t but just go; and died in the swamp。 There was no sort of reason for it; for father’s hands were always treated kindly。”
“I broke a fellow in; once;” said St。 Clare; “that all the overseers and masters had tried their hands on in vain。”
“You!” said Marie; “well; I’d be glad to know when you ever did anything of the sort。”
“Well; he was a powerful; gigantic fellow;—a native…born African; and he appeared to have the rude instinct of freedom in him to an uncommon degree。 He was a regular African lion。 They called him Scipio。 Nobody could do anything with him; and he was sold round from overseer to overseer; till at last Alfred bought him; because he thought he could manage him。 Well; one day he knocked down the overseer; and was fairly off into the swamps。 I was on a visit to Alf’s plantation; for it was after we had dissolved partnership。 Alfred was greatly exasperated; but I told him that it was his own fault; and laid him any wager that I could break the man; and finally it was agreed that; if I caught him; I should have him to experiment on。 So they mustered out a party of some six or seven; with guns and dogs; for the hunt。 People; you know; can get up as much enthusiasm in hunting a man as a deer; if it is only customary; in fact; I got a little excited myself; though I had only put in as a sort of mediator; in case he was caught。
“Well; the dogs bayed and howled; and we rode and scampered; and finally we started him。 He ran and bounded like a buck; and kept us well in the rear for some time; but at last he got caught in an impenetrable thicket of cane; then he turned to bay; and I tell you he fought the dogs right gallantly。 He dashed them to right and left; and actually killed three of them with only his naked fists; when a shot from a gun brought him down; and he fell; wounded and bleeding; almost at my feet。 The poor fellow looked up at me with manhood and despair both in his eye。 I kept back the dogs and the party; as they came pressing up; and claimed him as my prisoner。 It was all I could do to keep them from shooting him; in the flush of sucomess; but I persisted in my bargain; and Alfred sold him to me。 Well; I took him in hand; and in one fortnight I had him tamed down as submissive and tractable as heart could desire。”
“What in the world did you do to him?” said Marie。
“Well; it was quite a simple process。 I took him to my own room; had a good bed made for him; dressed his wounds; and tended him myself; until he got fairly on his feet again。 And; in process of time; I had free papers made out for him; and told him he might go where he liked。”
“And did he go?” said Miss Ophelia。
“No。 The foolish fellow tore the paper in two; and absolutely refused to leave me。 I never had a braver; better fellow;—trusty and true as steel。 He embraced Christianity afterwards; and became as gentle as a child。 He used to oversee my place on the lake; and did it capitally; too。 I lost him the first cholera season。 In fact; he laid down his life for me。 For I was sick; almost to death; and when; through the panic; everybody else fled; Scipio worked for me like a giant; and actually brought me back into life again。 But; poor fellow! he was taken; right after; and there was no saving him。 I never felt anybody’s loss more。”
Eva had come gradually nearer and nearer to her father; as he told the story;—her small lips apart; her eyes wide and earnest with absorbing interest。
As he finished; she suddenly threw her arms around his neck; burst into tears; and sobbed convulsively。
“Eva; dear child! what is the matter?” said St。 Clare; as the child’s small frame trembled and shook with the violence of her feelings。 “This child;” he added; “ought not to hear any of this kind of thing;—she’s nervous。”
“No; papa; I’m not nervous;” said Eva; controlling herself; suddenly; with a strength of resolution singular in such a child。 “I’m not nervous; but these things sink into my heart。”
“What do
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